this is the blog of Mike Maverick. Just to keep up with what's going on with myself, games I played, anime I watched, and so on.
I mean, I should have done that from the beginning about 5 years ago. So...
About myself, I'm an independent film-maker, gamer, logo designer, fry-cook, college student, and pretty much it. I mostly live stream for my friends, and make videos for the people who enjoy them....So..yeah, I use to become the whiny, emo git like I use to since the lost of friends back in 2009 and 2010, well mostly 2009 where I was out of control so badly, that I have chased away 4 friends during the days of YouTube. Now-a-days, they seem to forget about me. Most people unintentionally tell me what's going on instead of saying it to my face...Yeah, they use to be "good friends" back in 2009...After that I made new set of people which I know them for 4 years, and to be honest, yes, I was soft, naive, stupid, and ignorant because I was FAR too busy thinking of the past and never look at the present.
there's no excuse for what I have done back then, for instance made people life miserable due to my oversensitivity, and I was what...in my late 20s back then...? Wow, I never knew what's wrong with me until now...Maybe because I haven't been working after 2008...? For instance, I quit jobs, got fired, and got laid off back then, went to school and never accomplished anything yet that I'm now under academic probation...Well, everything that happened is my fault and I failed to accept it...
After a few changes for myself, I decided to let things go...don't care about the negativity that I have in the past anymore...the trolls, the haters, the hearsay-ers, and all of the above, I finally got a chance to make videos again, making friends again, chatting with my old friends and current friends that I still keep in touch with. i wanna thank Sakura-Hana (Sakura301), Tom (Aznplastikman), and Tempkn for showing me how much I was in the past and opened my eyes to change for the better. it's like you have friends beat the living crap outta you just to wake you up from all the negativity and get back enjoying what you do the most...and that's playing video games, enjoying anime, and be part of the community once again! Plus since I'm in my 30s and finally got a job (well as a fry cook, but better than nothing. ^^) I got another chance of living once again.
Updating my equipment, getting a new car, setting up to go places is a HUGE step for me and I'm not going to look back at all the things I did in the past, but looking at the present so I can approve it.
Anyways, keep it real. ^^
